the beginning is continuous..life and it's realizations within the unrealized

Well this has been a long, undecided time coming. I created this blog out of a longing and uncertainty within myself. There is no voice for the thoughts, dreams, and often deferred visions I have floating around in my head. I guess some would say I'm lost, well I would agree some time ago that would have been correct. More than ever I'm undecided. This life really hasn't given me much incentive to desire for much, everything around is preconcieved, unimaginative, and distant. These three things I thought I was steering clear of my whole life, suddenly I became what I tried not to become. I was having a hard time naming this blog, and then I thought how in the world can I create a place for my thoughts when I'm not clear on the subject matter. In writing this I've just decided that since my life is uncertain, this blog will be a direction for uncertainty and I will incorportate everything I love into this uncertainty(it's life alive with words!!!). Makes perfect sense. I do request time to get this thing right(sounds like life huh?). In the coming hours, days, weeks I will do my best to tap into the best of music, art, literature and whatever else drops by into my conscious. Until next time it will be this time. CPM, logout.